exhausted and stressed and worried...

I can hardly keep my eyes open as I am sitting here at 2:15am typing this.  I am going on an hour and a half of sleep from last night.  We ended up in the ER with our middle child last night and were admitted to the hospital after that.  We had a rough night...and day...and another rough night ahead of us.  Our little man is SICK.  We don't know what's wrong and we are scared and worried and stressed. 

We have a week from tomorrow to get our house ready to move into and our stuff packed to be moved.  I have NO IDEA how that's going to get done with our little guy being in the hospital possibly for several days.  We have the most incredible friends and family who have been so amazing to jump in and do whatever they can.  Truly, we are humbled by all of your wonderful help...you know who you all are!

I left the hospital today to head back home (to the new house) to do some wallpaper removal for a few hours.  In the process of peeling back layers of wallpaper in the bathroom, we exposed a decent amount of mold.  Awesome.  So now we have to add that...tearing out some drywall to be patched and praying the mold doesn't turn out to be deeper than just on the drywall. 

I am stressed...to the max.  Like more worried and stressed than I've ever been in my life ever.  For the first time ever I really don't know if we're going to get this done...the move, having the house prepared to be moved into, things painted.  I have not a clue how it's going to happen.  I am exhausted to the core, but can't sleep as all of my worries and fears race through my head.  I know God's in control...I do.  I am scared and worried and feel so helpless...